Alright, if you know me well enough you know I don't believe in it at all. I'm not against it at all it's just not for me. How is it that in all the problems you look to the stars and hope that something is going to go for the better. I think its bullshit. It's a way to beat around the bush. If something goes wrong...someone hates you or "it's for the better." If it goes right...i guess it is meant to be. wrong. You control what happens. Good or bad. Life can be a bitch. Throw it into 4th gear, rev the RPMs a little and keep going. You make the difference. Don't rely on something else to get the job done. Only you can change what is set before you. Maybe someday someone will make me believe something but it's a long shot. I can't believe...
Yeah, another post from the same day. Seems like it came from about a half hour after the last one. What a collection of wild thoughts. I know I believed this with every bit of myself but now I've changed. Who's to say what is right. This past year I've come to find out that things will work out, everything seems to get to the place it was heading. I think we still have control of HOW we get there, but we will get there like planned. There have been too many coincidences and crossing of paths for me not to believe. I've been more helpless and trying to have some sort of control this past year and have just had to 'go with the flow'. Everything has worked out, no one died, and everything is going better than well! I used to not want to have any control whatsoever, but now I'm seeing that 'I'm a king' or a leader. I should be too. I know what needs to be done and now it's just a matter of getting the power behind it. To know what it's taken to get here and to have the faith to know everything will work out in the end is a great bit of knowledge and experience I wouldn't trade for anything. Really hoping to update this a lot more often...have been crazy busy lately...but I'll find the time...
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